I
feel like time is just flying by. I havent wote because there has been nothing in my mind to write about. I have not been inspired to write. I feel like its slowly coming back to me though. I feel the need to slow things down, see, things here lately are go go go...and I dont like that sort of lifestyle. I want to be able to relax with my girls and husband. As I type, Anabelle is sitting here with Sofia propped up on a pillow feeding her the rest of her bottle. Its times like these where I feel as if time is standing still...and I LOVE it! I have not made the beds, I have not started the laundry, nor have i changed out of my lounge pants. This morning I am taking time to just..relax.
I feel the days of summer sinking in and I crave antique stores, beaches, and taking colorful photos of my girls. I feel lemonaid and fresh tomatos. Farmers markets and barefeet. I have picked out a light and airy blue for our livingroom and bedroom walls.
The girls are tan and growing. Their appetites are hearty and the season brings fresh veggies and fruit. Outside is our new home. Winchimes and birdhouses decorte our trees and deck. Shoulders are sun-kissed and bare. We will make a beach trip to my Mom and Pops beach house next month. I see photos and seashells.
Yes, I feel the slowing down of time sinking in. I want things to flow by rather than fly by. I want to remember these summers as they were and not for what they could have been.
-kms